Pagewhich now bears the name Sarayaopened up about how her life hit rock bottom after sex videos and nude photos of her were leaked in 2017.
The English star, who had a dazzling WWE career and became the youngest Divas Champion at 21, also admitted that she was battling drug problems at the time and was considering taking her own life.
“I was in San Antonio and it was the worst period of my life. Saraya said Rene Paquette on her The Sessions podcast on The Volume.
“The person I was with at the time showed me a photo on Twitter. I thought, “Oh my God.” I thought, “Is this real?” because at first I couldn’t believe it was real.
“I was fucking 19 years old and I was fucking upset. I ran out of the house. I ran. I just kept fucking running.”
Saraya also admitted that she hid in the bushes to avoid being recognized, and a conversation with her father eventually calmed her down.
“I was [hiding] in the damn bush, thinking that if people recognize me, they will,” Saraya continuation.
“I would never wish this on anyone because it is the most vulnerable part of you. I felt so stupid that I trusted this man at the time.
“Since then, I have never done it. It was a damn lesson I learned and I’ll never get caught doing it again.
“I felt so fucking stupid and so embarrassed and I was already like a fucking cocaine head at this time and I liked to drink and it really fucking got me to the bottom where I really didn’t want to live anymore, dude.
“It was fucking awful. I was so damn sad. I remember thinking, “If my dad is disappointed in me, I don’t think I can be here anymore.”
Saraya also shared details of the conversation, stating that both her father and brother were not bothered by the news.
“Well, why are you sorry? Who cares?” Sarayaher father asked.
“You had sex. Everyone did it. Unfortunately, you’re just in front of the public. This is what it is.
“It will hurt a little. People will laugh at you forever. I just want you to know that I’m still proud of you and not disappointed.”
The conversation eventually gave Saraya the confidence to leave the incident behind.
“Well, if my family is okay with me, then I will be okay,” she concluded.